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I have had a crush on Greg forever and his husband.

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Okay I am starting a thing where i tell people my true feelings. So to start this i want to tell Greg since i was 16 years old i have had a crush/loved you. When Kai (sorry miss spell) came into his life i was shocked to see i had a crush on multiple people but just his honest heart came out and when i thought that they where getting a divorced i felt my own heart brake.  So glad you worked out and stuck together. Im older then Kai but i could tell he had many years under his belt. Anyway im 25 years old and from being 16 this has been my longest feelings. I know plenty of people say things then go back on what they say or just looking for attention. I just need to let my feelings show so they dont eat away. Will Greg see this probably, do i think it will change lives no, but what i can say is this after writing this i feel better and hope Greg knows what ever crap he is facing to know that I care like many of you do. Do i know people tell him this evry day sure. Will they hurt him in the end? People have many faces and can show you it but in the end be just trying to hurt. I am a open book and will be frank i cant be fake it hurts me. I speak my mind when i get courage. So this being said i love you Greg and Kai. An i turly hope when the crap you guys are facing now will blow over and in the end we all meet. My life is small and i hate drama and can see into both your hearts the pain from all you face but the love you have is stong. Im sorry i better stop now you all are bord of reading the feelings of this girl. So thank you for reading and thank you Greg for letting us all in your life and family.

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Thank you for sharing your feelings. I don't have too much to say at the moment because life is strange.

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1 minute ago, Onision said:

Thank you for sharing your feelings. I don't have too much to say at the moment because life is strange.

I understand you have been through so much. I also know people can be fake so thats why i came forward with my feelings. Thank you for your time.

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I have caught some part of this in myself too ( especially when I see their interactions with each other ) but on a diffrent scale.  I was quick to adore Greg from the first video I saw becuase of the creativity and silly nature I found very endearing . Then I watched his more serious videos and saw some of his true heart ( or as least as much as he lets out for the public ) and I just wanted the best for this man . And to see him and Kai thrive together and their joking banter makes my heart warm. I am beyond happy they are happy and I would love to be a part of that . Not in a poly way ( I am married and he is only open to other female relationships so it would not be health for either couple (not saying it would ever happen in the first place ...wow I sound like a dweeb lol )  but to have them as friends would be amazing . Even without that I am just happy to watch them thrive and grow together 😃

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