Abuse Recovery

Hi all, My name is Jenna and I've been through some pretty bad things. I have ASD as well which doesn't help haha. I'm just glad to be apart of this forum. I am trying to save up enough money to buy a subscription. I've always watched onision. It's always been my comfort (:

I was in an abusive relationship with the most handsome man I had ever met, my mom and her husband and a couple of best friends. It's led me to becoming so confused after being arrested for pushing my mom. I continued to meet more enemies after I felt like the entire world had my back. It's led to being harassed, and going to places I didn't want to go but the law made me go, like mental hospitals where dead body's were buried or another where people from prison went. I didn't belong there I was just too young and nobody could understand my abuse story. I was led into a situation where everyone now calls me schizophrenic and my meds have stopped working after my mom puts more and more pressure on me. I miss my abuser before I came to know my mom because he didn't sound…

When I was first volunteering at the Coalition that gave me the proper credentials to advocate for Domestic Violence Victims, I started to particularly study Narcissistic Abuse more than ever before because I was so traumatized by the topic, but also needed to read it more and more, watch the videos of my abuser beating me more and more, berating me - all that, because sometimes as survivors we have guilt, we experience trauma bonding, and it is okay to remind yourself that YOU WERE ABUSED.

This helped me a lot when I was going through the battle between a temporary order and a final.....

hii im recovering from a pretty traumatic relationship, I’d say it was mostly mental abuse from both my ex boyfriend and his mom. There were some incidents of physical contact. I don’t like to talk about the details too much, but I thought I’d ask… I feel like I love him? Is it just false love from being manipulated?? is this a common thing? I dunno :/// he was my first bf ever and after I broke up with him I felt really broken.

Most of you already know....

But I have been in 3 abusive relationships and have a Final Restraining Order on one of those individuals, only awarded this past May.

I work with Rachel Coalition and go to court with victims to advocate for them, being a Domestic Violence Advocate. I specialize in Narcissistic Abuse.